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last personal note

At the beginning of last year, I still believed in many things. I believed that all people were good; just weak. There is no way to underestimate this weakness, which I thought infinitely bigger than human capacity for good. Yet I believed that, as long as this weakness was cotton-woolled, sheltered from the elements, the good would have nothing standing in its way. I believed in some other things (trip-hop, good food), but they were marginal by comparison.

Now, on the 23rd of January 2009, I believe only that there is Hell. And I believe that, once you've ticked your boxes, you can meet Esmé every single day until you die, you will not be saved.

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eclipsedeyes
Jan. 22nd, 2009 09:36 pm (UTC)
what is going on love? This is not just school.
ext_125436
Jan. 23rd, 2009 12:17 am (UTC)
Wow. Yes, this is hell. You'll hear no arguments from me. What worries me more than this ultimately true reflection is that the post is titled: 'Last Personal Note'. Say it ain't so.
C'mon.
Say it...
misonou
Jan. 24th, 2009 01:23 pm (UTC)
oh dear. I didn't mean to suggest suicide. I just meant: unlike to discuss personal matters much more on this blog. Damn melodrama when you're leasting intending to. Very sorry if I got you worried.
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My name is Jana P and Mono no aware is my soul HQ.

I've lived in Croatia, Venice (Italy) and am now stationed in Melbourne, Australia; I blog in many languages, to many people.

I'm a web-designer; translator; journalist; good cook; light traveller; free thinker; street make-up artist; hitch-hiker; amateur photographer; prolific kisser; fighter of bureaucracy; theatre-goer; writer of love letters; failed japanologist and a prospective urbanist.

I'm interested in the relationship between words and images, between mind and space.

These days, I write mostly on spatial theory and theatre.

I can be contacted at relatively [at] gmail [dot] com.
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